| Just like that, our four-year-old
son Jack had left the building. He exited through
a sliding glass door. It was cold and dark outside.
We weren't sure whether he was wearing his sneakers.
We had no idea where he'd gone. Or, what inspired
him to leave. We did know, however, Jack wouldn't
be coming back on his own. He was off and running
somewhere in his own little world, which unfortunately,
isn't always totally connected to ours.
This wasn't the first time Jack had vacated the
relative safety of the comfortable home he's known
for most of his short life. His maiden unannounced
voyage happened a year ago. I found him about
a half-mile away at a construction site, happily
playing in a pile of rocks. A few months later,
he strayed into our detached garage, where I discovered
him trying on empty cardboard boxes.
Jack has left us in his cloud of dust other places
too -- the mall, the park, his grandparent's cavernous
house. He never gets much of a head start. He
doesn't need one. Jack accelerates like Michael
Johnson. He's as elusive as Barry Sanders. And,
his fearlessness would awe Indiana Jones.
We love Jack deeply. We watch him like a hawk.
And, our split-level is a child-proofed fortress,
complete with a sophisticated alarm system and
double-locked doors that often befuddle the most
rational adult.
Our handsome little blonde-haired, blue-eyed
boy is prone to unsupervised wanderlust, and other
risky endeavors, because he's afflicted with a
perplexing communication disorder that -- in the
opinion of several renowned national experts --
resulted from persistent ear infections and medically-misguided
overtreatment with antibiotics.
Jack's condition -- which has many unpalatable
labels, including "Multi-System Developmental
Disorder" and "Autism" -- has placed
him way behind his chronological peers when it
comes to relating to reality. Although he's probably
the most affectionate child I've ever had the
pleasure to be around, Jack has no sense of danger.
He knows his name, but rarely responds when it's
called.
Jack looks like a "typical" pre-schooler.
And, when he's not operating at his usual Road
Runner-like-250-miles-per-hour, he's entirely
capable of acting like one. Those fleeting moments
-- when the "real" Jack swoops down
from the clouds and firmly plants his spirit right
in front of our faces -- are the ones that keep
us focused, and inspired. We're working with a
team of the best health care professionals in
the country to ensure his complete recovery. And,
we have every reason to believe he'll join us
for good someday.
However, as the minutes ticked by on this terrifying
night, his mother, sister and I coped with the
harsh reality that we might never see his smiling
face again.
Our frantic search began almost immediately after
my wife Diane, in the kitchen cooking dinner,
felt a draft coming from the playroom where Jack
had been watching one of his favorite Disney movies,
"The Fox and the Hound." Somehow, Jack
managed to open a very secure patio door. He'd
been off to the races for maybe five minutes.
Knowing that was plenty of time for him to vanish
in the darkness, we acted quickly. Diane grabbed
a flashlight and began combing our yard and the
surrounding wooded area. Our five-year-old daughter
Courtney and I ran through the house to make sure
he wasn't playing somewhere inside.
After 10 minutes, the three of us had come up
with nothing. Hands trembling, I picked up the
phone and dialed "911." Diane alerted
the neighbors -- who wasted no time joining our
effort -- and then took off toward the elementary
school, a place where Jack spends several hours
during the week in a "special" pre-school.
Moments after my call, a very calm police officer
arrived on our doorstep. I explained the situation.
He called for back-up, a "K-9" unit,
and a heat-seeking helicopter. Before long, patrol
cars from three other jurisdictions arrived. Two
dozen Boy Scouts appeared out of nowhere. In all,
probably 40 people were now fanned out looking
for our son.
30 minutes after Jack's escape, his big sister
started sobbing. She was the first to express
the horrifying thought that was lurking in the
back of all our minds. "What if Jackie gets
hit by a car?" she wailed. "Will he
die?" A visiting grandmother enticed Courtney
into her daughter's den with the promise of cartoons.
I took four newly-arrived policemen through our
house, and then showed them some of Jack's favorite
outside haunts.
My wife returned from the school out-of-breath
and empty-handed. It was her turn to cry. We exchanged
reassuring hugs. Then, at Diane's urging, I jumped
in my car and raced to a backyard that Jack was
especially fond of. Arriving there, I inspected
every nook and cranny, even crawling inside a
dog house. No Jack. I hopped the fence, got back
into my car, and began speeding around the tree-lined
streets of our community.
Now, a little over 60 minutes into this surreal
nightmare, it was my turn to crack. As I stepped
on the accelerator, I was overcome with a feeling
of helplessness. Several blocks down the road,
my entire being was transformed into a teetering
mass of panic and hysteria.
Gruesome images swept through my mind. What if
Jack had fallen into a ditch, a septic tank, or
some other god-forsaken abyss? I recalled Courtney's
heartfelt "hit by a car" remark, and
immediately thought of a bordering unlit highway,
where vehicles of all shapes and sizes generally
travel well above the 50 mile-per-hour speed limit.
Slamming on the brakes near Jack's school to
gather myself, I tried as hard as I ever have
to tune into my occasionally solid intuition,
praying for a much-needed clue. But, I couldn't
get past my swarming imagination. I looked at
my watch. Its hands were unkind. Elapsed ordeal
time: two hours. I could think of nothing else
to do but go home. Driving up our usually quiet
cul-de-sac, I noticed a commotion at the end of
the street. Something was up. My heart began thrashing
again.
I parked the car, and hurried to Diane, hoping
for good news. Even though she was crying again,
I could tell by the way she embraced me that our
little nomad had been rescued.
My relief quickly turned to disbelief when Diane
told me where Jack was discovered. A passing motorist
found him almost two miles away, scampering around
in the dark, in the middle of that perilous adjacent
highway. Somehow, Jack survived another head-on
collision with reality. No thanks to Walt Disney,
the hounds had won again. And, our little fox
was safe for another night.
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